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Jared Dawkins

Jared “J.D.” Dawkins was a mixed-race Black and White security professional from Newark, New Jersey. After two years in Manhattan venue security, he joined Ezra Cruz’s personal security detail in August 2035 under team lead Cisco Medina. Jared lived in Ridgewood, Queens, with his partner, Brian Trevino.

Early Life and Background

Jared grew up in Newark, New Jersey, in a warm, financially constrained household headed by his Black mother. Love was consistent, but money was not. His white father left early enough that Jared remembered his absence more clearly than his presence. His older sister remained a steady part of his childhood and an ongoing connection to Newark after he moved to New York City.

His father’s departure affected his expectations of closeness. Jared attached fiercely and quietly to the people he chose, hoping they would stay while preparing himself for abandonment. Brian sometimes recognized that expectation before Jared could articulate it. His childhood home provided stability, but the pressure on a single income and Jared’s persistent worry meant that even familiar rooms did not necessarily feel calm.

At fourteen, Jared rode to school with his older sister, who played Lauryn Hill’s The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill in her car every morning. “Ex-Factor” became one of the songs he knew most deeply. His sister also introduced him to Beyoncé’s “Halo”; both songs later gave him a familiar starting point for learning about music with Jacob Keller.

Professional Life

Main article: Ezra Cruz Security Detail

Before joining Ezra’s detail, Jared spent two years working venue security in Manhattan, including bars, concerts, door work, crowd control, and occasional physical altercations. He entered the work because he needed employment and someone was hiring, rather than because he had already chosen protection as a vocation. Environmental observation came readily to him, while loud music, strobes, poor ventilation, and erratic sleep aggravated his migraines.

Cisco hired Jared and Manny Torres in August 2035 to rebuild Ezra’s two-person personal detail approximately seven months after the Berlin overdose. The previous pair had resigned following Berlin. Jared was twenty-six and had no prior celebrity-protection experience. Manny brought a decade of experience, while Jared entered the team as the less experienced member. Cisco supplied operational supervision; Ezra funded the team.

Main article: Jared Dawkins and Ezra Cruz

Jared and Manny arrived at 7:45 a.m., fifteen minutes early, for their first-day briefing at a Tribeca coffee shop. Jared had read Cisco’s protocol thoroughly. The document covered Ezra’s patterns, triggers, medical history, recovery, and difficulty with conspicuous protection. Cisco’s instruction was to manage the environment around Ezra without turning protection into control. During the subsequent assessment of the loft, Jared noticed the trumpet standing out of its case. When Cisco asked what that meant, Jared chose not to guess beyond what he had observed.

Jared shadowed Cisco during the first public walk, while Manny maintained parallel coverage of Ezra. After a woman with a dog began photographing Ezra, Jared independently identified a second, more deliberate photographer on a bench with a longer-angle camera and reported, “Phone. Two o’clock.” Cisco’s “Good eye” gave him an early confirmation that his observations were useful. When an ordinary fan encounter grew to more than twenty people in under three minutes, Jared’s breathing accelerated; the desire to get close to one famous person was different from the venue crowds he knew. He nevertheless noticed a woman filming the crowd rather than Ezra, reported the distinction, and followed Cisco’s direction through the dispersal.

Afterward, Jared asked Ezra whether he wanted another coffee, found a cart within two blocks, and returned in four minutes with black coffee in a blue-and-white cup. Ezra’s thanks sounded different from his earlier social responses, and Jared recognized its sincerity. Cisco found that Jared’s lack of celebrity-protection assumptions helped him learn Ezra’s individual needs quickly. The same shift included shopping, lunch at a Dominican restaurant, a street performance, rest in the loft, and an overnight handoff with Manny.

Over the following weeks, Jared learned Ezra’s nonverbal cues and began learning Spanish through daily contact with Ezra, Cisco, and Manny. He learned to distinguish irritability from anger directed at him, though the distinction did not immediately stop him flinching. Three weeks into the job, he and Manny accompanied Ezra to a photoshoot, their first professional event with him and Ezra’s first work engagement in that return to public work. Cisco remained on shift while they trained. Ezra warned them in advance that his bad mood was not their fault; Jared increasingly recognized such explicit warnings as trust.

Personality

Jared was a gentle, anxious introvert whose vigilance concealed considerable tenderness. He felt deeply, noticed distress, and offered practical help without seeking credit. Sitting on a floor, bringing coffee, or staying quietly beside someone came more naturally than displaying competence or producing the expected social response. His quiet did not mean indifference; it allowed him to receive another person’s experience without immediately interpreting it aloud.

His observational instincts were strong, but his trust in them was not. He noticed entrances, exits, crowd density, phones, and small changes in other people’s behavior, then worried that his reading was incomplete. He wanted to be good enough for the detail and worthy of Cisco’s confidence, and feared that an early success might have been a fluke. Cisco’s direct feedback and repeated evidence of Jared’s competence slowly helped him trust what he saw, even while OCD continued demanding another check.

Jared’s central fear was failing someone who mattered. He imagined Ezra having a seizure when he was too far away to help or Brian being in danger while Jared froze. Checking seemed to offer a means of preventing harm, although no number of checks could provide the certainty he wanted. This fear extended beyond paid work: Jacob seizing, Charlie being unwell, or Ezra grieving could make inaction intolerable. His protectiveness carried the personal history of having been unable to prevent his father’s departure or spare his family its effects.

Jared wanted connection but found unfamiliar social contact exhausting. Brian’s presence allowed him to remain with another person without feeling obliged to scan that person for danger or perform sociability. Strangers generally encountered a restrained, competent man who was easy to overlook; trusted people also knew the exhausted sleeper who sprawled across furniture after holding himself carefully all day. His public composure cost effort that the private version no longer concealed.

He believed his emotions were less visible than they were. Embarrassment and overwhelm colored his ears pink, beginning at the tips and spreading downward. Tension raised his shoulders before he recognized it; relief dropped them with an exhale. His hands interlocked, pressed into his palms, or gripped something nearby when he was nervous. Anxiety shortened his breathing, and attempts to conceal it made his breath conspicuously controlled. Brian and Cisco could read these changes together, while Ezra noticed the blush almost immediately.

Cultural Identity and Heritage

Jared was mixed race, Black and White, and was raised within his Black mother’s cultural world in working-class Newark. His light skin did not remove the complexity of belonging to a Black household while being read differently by different people. His upbringing placed value on physical capability and emotional restraint; he learned to make gentleness acceptable through competence and to manage anxiety privately.

His partnership with Brian joined that guarded Newark experience with Brian’s Louisiana Creole upbringing in New Orleans. Food, music, open affection, and Brian’s social connections became part of Jared’s daily life without replacing his own heritage. As a queer Black couple in New York, they remained attentive to where public affection felt safe. Jared’s professional reserve and Brian’s more visible warmth were different responses to that scrutiny.

Jared did not arrive on Ezra’s detail speaking Spanish beyond what he called “restaurant Spanish.” He lacked the shared Caribbean references that Cisco and Manny brought to Ezra’s household. His subsequent learning was personal and practical, shaped by Ezra’s moods, food, humor, and recurring expressions rather than a claim to general Caribbean fluency. He learned that Ezra’s sharpness could carry care, and that accepting food or rest could mean accepting inclusion.

Speech and Communication Patterns

Jared spoke in a soft tenor that resonated more in his throat than his chest. Calm speech was gentle, but he often sounded uncertain of his right to speak. Anxiety accelerated his words, producing mid-sentence corrections and occasional caught consonants as his processing outpaced his mouth. His first introduction to Ezra began, “Yes. Yes, sir. Cisco—Freddie—” before he reorganized the sentence.

He started sentences and abandoned them when he second-guessed whether the thought was worth saying. “I mean—” and “wait, no—” accompanied that revision. Repeating part of someone else’s statement bought processing time and checked his hearing; “The trumpet?” was one such echo. People unfamiliar with him sometimes mistook it for confusion. Soft trailing “yeah” and “okay” often checked that the listener was still with him rather than confirming a fact.

Conflict prompted reflexive apologies, sometimes before Jared understood what had gone wrong. He tried to stop disruption by absorbing it, apologizing, and processing alone. His voice could concede while the conflict continued in his body. With Brian, his pauses lengthened and he more often finished sentences. With Cisco, operational speech could become concise and directional despite his personal hesitation. With Ezra, he was careful, earnest, and oriented toward immediate needs rather than ceremonial professionalism.

Manny corrected Jared’s Spanish accent with a grin that made the correction easy to receive. His early vocabulary included greetings, acknowledgments, kitchen words, and the profanity he repeatedly heard around Ezra. Ezra’s recognition of the effort mattered to him even before his pronunciation improved.

Health and Disabilities

Anxiety and OCD

Jared had generalized anxiety disorder and safety- and checking-focused OCD. His anxiety had been present for longer than he could identify a starting point, often as persistent worry about small things going wrong or something he had missed. He calculated contingencies beneath an outwardly calm manner. Escalation shortened his breathing, accelerated his speech, and brought his hands together in presses or grips.

His obsessions concerned harm to Brian, Ezra, himself, and other people nearby. Compulsions included repeatedly checking locks, exits, sightlines, routes, crowd density, phone angles, and whether a vehicle was in the right position. He also counted steps between positions, seconds between check-ins, and repetitions of completed checks. Ordering his immediate surroundings reduced the variables he felt responsible for managing; he preferred positions that gave him the most environmental information.

Security work complicated his recognition of these symptoms. The job required genuine threat assessment and rewarded careful observation, while OCD demanded repetition after the operational question had already been answered. Praise for a useful observation could make that distinction harder for Jared to feel. He continued checking exits while eating with Brian and rereading familiar rooms at home, even when there was no unfinished professional task. His skill was real, and so was his inability to stop. He initially lacked the language to separate those experiences or explain how anxiety, checking, and migraine affected one another; during venue work, he had accepted the pain without complaint rather than identifying it as part of a larger pattern.

Migraines and Condition Interactions

Jared had episodic migraines and recognized warning symptoms dating back to nineteen. During his venue-security years, loud music, strobes, poor ventilation, and disrupted sleep aggravated attacks. Catching the early warning gave him an opportunity to respond, but he sometimes stayed at a post because stopping felt like leaving someone unprotected. A missed warning could develop into pain, nausea, light and sound intolerance, and a need for darkness and quiet.

Moving to personal protection reduced some venue exposures, including regular strobe lighting, while retaining irregular hours and sustained stress. Anxiety intensified checking; the resulting exhaustion, disturbed sleep, and sensory demands could aggravate migraine. Being forced to lie still then felt like being unable to protect anyone, renewing the anxiety. On good days these demands remained in the background. A difficult shift, conflict with Brian, or an unfamiliar environment could intensify their interaction and leave him depleted.

Jared used ibuprofen and kept it within reach at home. During severe attacks, he sometimes sat on the bathroom floor with his back against the tub and his head lowered toward his knees, near the toilet and cool tile. Brian brought water and a cold washcloth and sat nearby without demanding speech. Brian also reduced his mixing volume and household light. Warmth that usually comforted Jared could become oppressive during migraine; Brian adapted rather than insisting on their usual closeness.

The Post-Show Photograph

Main article: Jared Dawkins and Ezra Cruz

After Ezra’s September 2035 Webster Hall show, a photograph of Ezra sleeping against Jared in the Suburban appeared online within approximately twenty minutes. Jared had noticed the phone but could not confirm the angle or intervene with Ezra asleep on his shoulder. He repeatedly reconstructed the door opening, dome light, timing, and sightline, becoming convinced he had failed and would be fired.

The migraine had already been building during the show. Guilt, panic, and nausea compounded it; Jared vomited before taking medication and later could not keep the medication down. His repeated apologies worsened the nausea while his compulsions made silence difficult. Brian remained on the phone and helped Cisco understand the apology loop. Cisco took responsibility for the exit-protocol gap, relieved Jared’s post, and stayed with him as he became able to rest. Reassurance did not immediately stop the loop or erase the pain.

Relationship to His Body

Jared tried to maintain professional stillness even when his body needed rest. Early in the detail, he resisted closing his eyes because he wanted to prove that he could handle the job. Permission from Cisco allowed him to recognize exhaustion he had been overriding. His rapid sleep onset after a demanding shift reflected the accumulated cost of worry, checking, and new information, rather than indifference to the work.

Off duty, releasing that effort brought a loose-limbed sprawl across couches, floors, or a wall. He found the ground steadying when his thoughts would not settle and could sleep with his arm as a pillow, though the position left his hip and neck sore. Brian’s presence allowed the most complete surrender. Jared sought his heat in bed, took comfort in their quiet contact, and touched him carefully and deliberately. Brian’s smaller hands, which Brian wished were larger, were hands Jared had never wished different.

Jared’s hunger could become difficult to notice when checking occupied his attention. He did not deliberately withhold food; the need to check drowned out the need to eat. Migraines created a more forceful bodily limit, demanding stillness and reduced stimulation that his protective vigilance resisted. Receiving care therefore involved both comfort and the difficulty of allowing someone else to remain responsible while he stopped.

Physical Characteristics

Jared stood five feet eleven inches tall with a genuinely thin, angular, rangy frame. His limbs were long, his shoulders narrow, and his torso appeared stretched rather than filled out. His build retained an unfinished, youthful quality, and his loose joints made his movement elastic rather than imposing. He could fold into a corner or doorway and occupy less space than his height suggested, in contrast to Brian’s compact, planted build.

His skin was light-medium with olive undertones. The olive became more pronounced in winter, and he tanned unevenly in summer. His appearance shifted with light and season, while the pink that spread down his ears made embarrassment and overwhelm unusually visible. Ezra noticed that involuntary response within their first meeting.

Face and Hair

His eyes were warm hazel, brown threaded with amber and green that changed in prominence with the light. Their movement usually tracked the surroundings without making someone feel stared at. His face was pleasant and relatively unremarkable to strangers, useful anonymity in a crowd. Expression appeared in small changes: tightening around the eyes when something landed badly and a softening mouth when something reached him warmly.

Jared’s dark hair ranged from near-black, like his mother’s, to deep brown, catching warmer tones in direct light. It had considerable volume and a 2C–3A texture of waves and loose curls that held shape without product. Humidity and sleep changed how it fell from day to day. Brian loved running his fingers through it and complained, partly playfully and partly sincerely, when Jared cut it. Jared himself gave the attention it attracted little thought.

Hands and Body Marks

His hands were long-fingered and narrow-palmed, with a grip stronger than their slender appearance suggested. At rest they were usually quiet; at work their movements were economical, although anxiety could bring on interlocking fingers or a tight wrist grip. Pale lines and rough patches crossed the backs of both hands and knuckles, accumulated through Manhattan door work, crowd control, and altercations. Brian’s fingers sometimes found scars Jared had stopped noticing. The rest of his body remained relatively unmarked in comparison.

Movement, Sound, and Proximity

On duty, Jared moved fluidly, positioned himself deliberately, and adjusted to other people’s movements without crowding them. He tracked Ezra’s location and changes in the surrounding space with an ease that Cisco recognized as instinct beyond Jared’s experience. Manny found that attention dependable coverage. Off duty, Jared’s long limbs draped over furniture, his head tipped back, and his relaxed body occupied far more space than his working posture did; Manny commented on the contrast, and Brian found it endearing.

Jared approached almost silently, with light footsteps, minimal movement, and normally quiet breathing. Keys, jewelry, and habitual noises did not announce him. His silence could surprise people expecting to hear someone his height arrive. Cisco valued it professionally, while Brian found comfort in company that did not fill the room with additional sound.

Jared ran cool to the touch, especially in his hands, and gave off markedly less warmth than Brian. Their difference was noticeable in bed and during summer, when Jared could remain comfortable while Brian was already sweating. Familiar people experienced Jared’s stillness as close attention without judgment; strangers were more likely to overlook him. Brian also knew the deliberate touch, changing breath, and exhausted sprawl beneath that stillness.

Personal Style and Presentation

Jared dressed in dark, functional clothing on duty, chosen for mobility and visual anonymity. He kept multiple sets of black detail clothes. Off duty, he wore soft shirts, joggers, casual shirts, or jeans, usually whatever was clean and close at hand. His wardrobe was modest and practical, and avoiding attention suited his personal preferences as well as his job.

His usual scent came from soap, laundry detergent, and ordinary grooming products. Brian’s coconut oil transferred from his locs through shared pillows and bodily contact, becoming recognizable on Jared’s skin and collar. Jared also used a subtle personal scent that Brian could identify on a jacket without it announcing Jared across a room. He consistently wore one piece of jewelry given by Brian; its meaning remained private between them.

Tastes and Preferences

Jared listened mainly to hip-hop and R&B, some pop, and the music he encountered in his former venues. “Ex-Factor” and “Halo” carried the memory of his sister’s school-day car journeys. Jacob’s teaching gave names to musical relationships Jared had already felt, and he continued hearing intervals, withheld resolutions, and rhythmic choices after the lesson ended.

Brian’s rice with browned-to-burned sofrito was a particular comfort. Jared also drank Brian’s strong, dark percolator coffee despite saying it was too strong. He favored quiet company over demanding social performance and could settle beside Brian while Brian worked on a mix.

Habits, Routines, and Daily Life

When Brian was unavailable, Jared tended to become quiet and internal, sit on the floor, and conserve what energy he could. When they were together, the sound of Brian working, his warmth, and the coconut-oil scent of their home helped Jared rest. Jared often fell asleep on their sagging corduroy couch while Brian mixed, with his legs extending beyond its end.

Their overlapping mornings involved strong coffee and taking turns in the bathroom; Jared showered first because Brian’s loc maintenance took longer. Breakfast might be a granola bar or nothing when anxiety overwhelmed hunger. Brian noticed missed meals before Jared did and put food in front of him without requiring an explanation. Their irregular working hours sometimes kept them from sharing the apartment at the same time for extended stretches.

Late-night calls maintained contact across those gaps. Brian called after gigs or during insomnia, often around 3 a.m., and Jared always answered. They sometimes talked at length and sometimes left the line open with only engine noise or breathing. Jared could remain awake until Brian’s key turned in the lock, his fear for Brian extending beyond any professional responsibility.

Personal Philosophy or Beliefs

Jared valued protection, honesty, and loyalty to the people he chose. He preferred admitting what he did not understand to pretending expertise. He respected work through the person doing it rather than through its prestige: he never told Brian to get a real job or treated weddings, corporate gigs, and driving as reasons to dismiss Brian’s music. His reluctance to discuss Brian with Ezra came from privacy and the fact that he had not been asked, not shame about his partner.

Family and Core Relationships

Jared remained connected to his mother and older sister in Newark. His sister’s music was a continuing point of affection as well as a childhood influence. His father’s absence remained part of his expectations of attachment, but it did not erase the care and stability his mother and sister provided.

Romantic and Significant Relationships

Brian Trevino

Main article: Brian Trevino and Jared Dawkins

Brian and Jared were partners before Jared joined Ezra’s detail and shared an apartment in Ridgewood. Their schedules were irregular because Brian worked late DJ and driving shifts while Jared’s detail hours changed with Ezra’s needs. They maintained contact through late-night calls, shared meals, and quiet time at home.

Brian helped Jared eat and rest when anxiety or compulsive checking disrupted his awareness of those needs. Jared noticed changes in Brian’s breathing, sleep, humming, and mood and remained available during Brian’s late-night work.

Brian’s voice and physical warmth were Jared’s strongest familiar signals of safety. Jared gave Brian attentive stillness in return, recognizing the difference between ordinary late working hours and wakefulness sustained by PTSD. He could hear changes in Brian’s breathing before Brian reached for his inhaler. Happy, varied humming, a quiet repeated phrase, and the cessation of humming told him different things about Brian’s mood. That loving attention was not interchangeable with compulsive checking.

Conflict could trap them in a loop of Brian withdrawing, Jared apologizing without understanding, and Brian becoming more silent because the apology missed the problem. Physical closeness sometimes restored contact when speech could not. They also avoided confronting some of their coping mechanisms: Jared disliked the effect of Brian’s weed use on his breathing but hesitated to challenge it while unable to examine his own. Their practical care was substantial without having resolved Brian’s grief or Jared’s difficulty naming the full cost of OCD.

Professional and Chosen-Family Relationships

Ezra Cruz

Ezra became personally protective of Jared while Jared learned the detail. He recognized Jared’s fear, moderated his own sharpness, insisted that Jared use a guest bed, and later drew him into household care and meals. The nickname J.D. marked that inclusion. Jared’s coffee, quiet observation, and willingness to learn Ezra’s communication made professional attention feel like care rather than confinement.

Ezra also recognized Brian’s ability after hearing Jared’s custom ringtone at the Band House. Jared initially guarded Brian’s privacy, then shared his Mixcloud link after Ezra explained that he wanted to listen and create opportunities, leaving the subsequent choices to Brian. Jared had grown so used to Brian’s talent in their daily life that Ezra’s reaction made its scale newly visible to him.

Cisco Medina and Manny Torres

Cisco hired and supervised Jared as the detail’s team lead, teaching through observation, correction, and feedback rather than expecting immediate celebrity-security fluency. He noticed anxiety Jared believed he had hidden and gave permission to rest when pride or fear prevented Jared from taking it. Manny’s experience gave the two-person team professional structure, while Jared’s adaptability supported a less intrusive approach to protecting Ezra. Their first-name basis and Manny’s sincere recognition after the first shift helped establish a respectful, collegial partnership.

Jacob Keller

Main article: Jared Dawkins and Jacob Keller

Jared first encountered Jacob’s playing through a playlist Jacob had recorded for Ezra’s migraines. Ezra needed reduced stimulation but found total silence intolerable with his ADHD, and Cisco used the recording to meet those competing needs. Jared’s own migraines gave him a personal understanding of the difficulty, and the care in Jacob’s musical choices affected him beyond his professional interest.

Jared formed a friendship with Jacob during a visit to the Band House. His genuine interest in the Beethoven competition Jacob had judged in Vienna and willingness to admit unfamiliarity with classical music drew Jacob into teaching him. Sitting on the studio floor, Jared heard the Arietta and variations from Beethoven’s Sonata No. 32, Op. 111, then learned about intervals, rubato, and melodic structure through “Ex-Factor,” “Halo,” and other familiar music.

Jacob’s patience did not depend on praise or social padding. Jared asked questions, accepted correction, and listened without performing a reaction; Jacob experienced that attention as recognition of his actual interests. Jacob also recalled his mother’s R&B and soul listening, but Jared did not yet know about Chloe or her death. The friendship changed how Jared heard music, while giving Jacob company that did not demand that he soften or redirect his concentration.

Personal Life

Residence and Material Circumstances

Main article: Brian and JD’s Apartment - Ridgewood

Jared and Brian shared a third-floor, one-bedroom railroad apartment in a Ridgewood walk-up. Their rent was approximately $3,400 per month in 2035, and both names were on the lease. Brian supplied the security deposit from savings earned through gig work. Jared’s $95,000 gross annual detail salary improved their finances substantially from his venue-security earnings of roughly $50,000: groceries became easier to afford, rent less precarious, and Brian could decline the least desirable overnight Uber shifts.

The detail’s benefits included fully paid medical, dental, and vision premiums for members and dependents, employer-supported retirement savings, paid rest and sick time, and education assistance extending to partners and dependents. The financial security mattered in a household previously organized around gaps between paychecks. The team’s compensation arrangements carried the fuller terms.

Jared occupied less space than Brian in each room, partly because he did not feel entitled to claim it. His clothes filled about a third of the closet, and his nightstand held his phone charger, ibuprofen, and earplugs. Brian gradually made more room for him through a nightstand, bookshelf space, and a place at the table. The apartment became the first home Jared experienced as safety rather than merely shelter, even though compulsive checks could continue there.

In the queen bed, Jared slept on the right against the wall, which felt safer at his back; Brian slept on the left nearer the exit. A heavy curtain between living room and bedroom reduced light during migraines. Jared also tracked the apartment’s familiar sounds and added Brian’s window-air-conditioner filter to his checking concerns. He used public transit to reach work, while Brian’s Honda Civic carried their late-night driving calls.

Social Life

Jared’s own circle was small: Brian, his mother and sister, and the detail and its growing chosen-family connections. Much of his wider social contact came through Brian’s DJ community and acquaintances. He was grateful for Brian’s ability to connect people and could remain quietly at the edge of a gathering without resenting it. When company demanded more than Jared could manage but isolation felt worse, they stayed home together without requiring him to perform sociability.

Memorable Quotes

  • “Phone. Two o’clock.” (Quietly reporting a photographer to Cisco on his first day.)
  • “There’s so many—they came out of nowhere. Where did they all come from?” (To Cisco during the rapidly forming first-day crowd.)
  • “You want another coffee?” (To Ezra Cruz after the first-day crowd encounter in Tribeca.)
  • “I don’t know what an opus is.” (To Jacob Keller, without pretending to understand the competition discussion.)
  • “So I already know this stuff. I just don’t have the words for it.” (To Jacob Keller while learning to describe musical structures he could already hear.)
  • “Thanks for today. For—” followed by “I learned a lot.” (To Manny during their first overnight handoff.)